Wednesday, November 22, 2006

When someone sends a pompous sounding mail like,"Send me all your question,suggestions,improvement areas in this project" I shld have just kept quiet. Instead the devil in me took over and I sent a foot-long mail to the originator, my manager.

I DID NOT expect a reply from his boss!! @#$%%^^ had forwarded my mail to him with a "FYI"!!!

Nice lesson in corporate warfare:Shut the fuck up.

Monday, November 06, 2006

Time to take stock.

Because after a very long time I actually prayed to god. Last time I did that was proabably when I was expecting my Control Systems re-eval. Heck I dint even pray after the GRE disaster.

Why? Well I am doing this really challenging job that is sapping me. I am watching 'The Departed' in PVR and am thinking "What if the DBA blows it?", "What if the client says 'No good'", "What if they find out that I am an amateaur?". And its fucking killing me.

To be sure, if someone had come to me a year ago and told me that I would be doing what am doing then I would have proabably accepted it without hesitation. But....

Stressful times ahead.